I am surrender,

I am surrender,
bear me,
I am lost in thus pathetic fate,
alone, around roaring wisdom.

I have dreamed of joy departed

surrender —v. 1 hand over; relinquish. 2 submit, esp. to an enemy. 3 refl. (foll. by to) yield to a habit, emotion, influence, etc. 4 give up rights under (a life-insurance policy) in return for a smaller sum received immediately. 5 abandon (hope etc.). —n. act of surrendering.  surrender to bail duly appear in court after release on bail. [Anglo-French: related to *sur-1]

moment angle lighting

When I decide to take any photo I will consider this three aspect,
You might find this is silly, OK I take it, it just my opinion, you have yours, sorry, hope it could increase my pagerank

1. Moment
2. Angle
3. Lighting (source)

Relax, once you find a AWB button, you could start it .
Those three component are equal, they play their own part in order to address your camera capture your event/object.

1. Moment, Why do we need a moment?,.. Hm,.. You need it, it shows how your intention, passion and your feeling, otherwise your object’s. Sure you need learn from a Famous fotographer, but you have to find your own style, you have your own way to create your own photography, I said, “even a great photographer never capture your moment, why? they don’t even there where/when you capture it,. haha,..”. Trust me, even they said your picture is a miss-conduct of any photographic technique, still they couldn’t seize yours, I mean your moment

2. Angle, Hm,.. angle yeah, angle I mean How you serve/order you object through your camera. You may take it above, below, or behind the object. The space between your camera and your object will describe how Your creativity to reserve a great ingredients of your camera ability - name it F-stop, shutter speed, DOF (depth of field), Focal length, etc.

3. Lighting [source], You need a light to take a photo, otherwise you paint it black or white, no more color . Light source define your color. You need to understand how your camera works over the light source. Some [digital] camera produce more green, blue, or red than others, I mean for each camera has a tendency to proudce thus color. To obtain better color, sometimes photographer using a filter, attached to their lenses. Sorry I have no idea about filter, you have to search it by yourself.
Further explanation about lighting source, you must try it by yourself,

Any suggestion to complete the definition above? contact me, angus@tolahtoleh.com

Your camera didn’t take the picture, You did,..!!!  work with what you got. you might amaze yourself.

Some people find themselves feeling more artistic when wearing a beret and smoking clove cigarettes. I doubt the clothing changes the paint around on the canvas. , But using a camera type obsessively out of some dislike for other sorts doesn’t make much sense,.. see you soon,..

_____________

regards,
tolahtoleh.com™

dump-restore postgre sql

As a newbie, I write this tips, as I did earlier. It work on my postgtre sql.

DUMP DATA

============================
| DUMP DATA |
============================

pg_dump -U userName -d db_bonus > db_bonus.sql

—1—–2—3——4—-5——–6–

1. pg_dump= function from postgresql
2. -U = Option for Username in data base
3. userName= username, use your active user on postgresql
4. -d = Option for dump database
5. db_bonus= here my database name is db_bonus
6. db_bonus.sql = filename, as result from dump

============================
| RESTORE DATA |
============================
psql -U bonususr -d db_bonus -f backup_3.sql

1—2—3——4—5——6—-7—-

1. psql= function from postgreSql
2. -U = Option for Username in data base
3. userName= username, use your active user on postgresql
4. -d = option for database
5. db_bonus= here my database name is db_bonus
6. -f = from file
7. backup_3.sql = file name. Ypu may locate your filename fro its path, eg. /home/angus/backup_3.sql

note:

I am using PostgreSQL 8.1.11. Runing on linux Ubuntu

psql only works smoothly with servers of the same version. That does
not mean other combinations will fail outright, but subtle and not-
so-subtle problems might come up. Backslash commands are particularly
likely to fail if the server is of a different version.

regards,
tolahtoleh™

blog walking

Hello,

Do we oftently surf through someone else blog? commonly, we do. I could figure it out, because I did it also, he he he. Then, what wrong with blog walking? nothing wrong, it is our right to read article that posted. But, sometimes, we had to appreciate what did the owner think about. Also we might caught that we had read their article. Obviously, it is not a joke.

how do they know we’ve been there? I just browse it,
Yeah, you and I just the same, we like to read. Here a simple explanation, assume, that the blog or their article is a museum. Of course we don’t need to pay the ticket, but, we might identify ourself as a member of the museum, or just a visitor. For a member, we have a kind of member card, that we called a login. Then, during login session, we might walking through the museum and see around, take some picture, etc. Basic feature of its member card is, we automatically recorded for each item we saw/observe. You might reject it, but this is a basic feature, and you couldn’t remove it, as a consequence being a member. Don’t worry, there no criminal act here,

The record[s], unofficially, guide the blog owner to classify which article/section attract audience/blog viewer more. By indentifying it hits, owner will be granted to post related topic, otherwise, it detemines what blog owner consider on.

Ethically, there are no written rules-it just an understanding, that we may leave a comment addressed to its article. But, what if I don’t want to leave any comment? No prob, relax,… it is your right to leave a comment or not, Your presence at their post are appreciated more, I assume you login, and leave a record as visitor.

But, it will be a more appreciation if you leave a comment. At least, you may say, “a great post”, or “nice post”, “thx for share”, etc.

Think about how we courage the blog owner, to post some thing more. Even if its article is bad, you may criticize it. But, I hope you didn’t mean to destroy blog owner, make it a better solution. Courage the blog owner to make a better post,..

See you,..

regards,
tolahtoleh

Question of faith

Johan, lelaki seperempat abad yang sedang menganggur. Johan tidak dengan suka rela menganggur, memang johan sedang tidak beruntung. Mungkinkah karena keterlambatannya dalam kuliah? bisa jadi, tapi untunglah johan tetap optimis dengan kemampuannya. Johan juga yakin bahwa suatu saat, dia akan bekerja di kantor, layaknya pekerjaan yang di idamkan kebanyakan orang.

Akhir minggu lalu, aku ketemu Johan, ya, Johan bukan orang asing bagi-ku. Saat aku ga ada uang, Johan dengan suka rela mentraktirku, bukan untuk hitungan sekali ato dua kali, bisa jadi sampe seminggu. Sungguh aku berhutang budi padaJohan, sehingga seolah, tanpa Johan aku tidak akan pernah bisa lulus kuliah. Walaupun saat ini aku juga sedang menganggur, setidaknya aku punya pekerjaan sampingan, memberikan les private kepada anak SD. Jadi, pada dasarnya aku dan Johan tidak jauh beda.

Dulu kami sempat satu kos, tapi karena uang kos naek, dan kebetulan Johan kedatangan sepupunya, Adi, akhirnya mereka pun kontrak bersama. Johan kontrak beberapa saat setelah aku keluar dari tempat kos.

Tidak sengaja aku ketemu Johan di tempat kami biasanya ngopi, dan kamipun mulai ngobrol serius. Tanpa basa-basi, Johan sekali ketemu, bisa langsung meluapkan amarahnya, tentang semua orang yang ada di sekitarnya. Yup, tipikal Johan memang orang yang terlalu jujur, bahkan cenderung ga bisa berbohong. Tapi kayaknya hanya untuk beberapa orang saja Johan berpendpat, karena Johan lebih suka diam pada orang yang baru dikenalnya.

regards.

tolahtoleh

pilihan

berikut pengalaman yang pernah kualami, anggap saja begitu. pengalaman ini bisa berupa fantasi, atau cuma khayalan belaka. Tapi apapun itu, bisa terjadi, walaupun hanya sekedar dalam imajinasi, fantasi, khayalan atau apalah. At least, it happen.!! got it?

Jika anda dihadapkan pada sebuah pilihan apa yang akan anda lakukan? bagi beberapa orang, mungkin sulit untuk memilih, tapi kita tetap harus emilih. Terlepas itu kita tidak memilih salah satu diantaranya bukan? yang jelas, tidak memilih-pun juga sebuah pilihan.

Ada dua macam pekerjaan yang ditawarkan padaku. Tanpa menyebut pekerjaan apa itu, setidaknya itu sangat menarik bagiku. Itu saja, yang perlu diketahui. Dan selanjutnya, coba tempatkan diri anda pada situasi dimana saya berada. Kedua pekerjaan ini boleh dibilang ditawarkan secara unoficial, dalam artian, tidak dalam keadaan saya melamar pekerjaan itu. Keduanya mempunyai prospek yang jelas, dan tentunya, bagi sebagian orang bisa jadi itu merupakan strata atau kelas sosial tersendiri (dengan mempunyai pekerjaan tersebut). Kita tidak emmbahas Domain tersebut, back to topik.

Pekerjaan pertama, sebagai seorang manajer. Wow, menarik bukan, pekerjaan ini bisa jadi pekerjaan tetap yang menyenangkan. Jika itu manajer apa lagi yang dipikirkan? oh tidak, bukan ke-manajerannya atau gaji-nya yang jadi masalah. Yang jelas, ini hanya test-case.

Karena bersifat unoficial, maka tawaran pekerjaan ini-pun dilangsungkan dengan wawancara, dan waancara ini, nampaknya cukup sulit. Bukan materi pertanyaannya yang membuatku kesulitan, tapi banyaknya waktu yang harus diluangkan untuk memberikan responsi terhadap pertanyaan tersebut. Pertanyaan bisa kondisional, dimana setiap saat, aku/saya bisa ditanya atau diwawancara. Bisa jadi, kesannya kok malah seperti konsultan. nah itu yang aneh khan? kerja aja belum tapi kok ditanya-tnya mengenai kebijakan dan lainnya. Kemudian muncul kesan bahwasanya wawancara ini tidak terjadi pada diri saya sendiri, tapi kelihatannya bersifat kolektif. Apa lacur, namanya juga semacam penyaringan, karena sifatnya unofisial, maka peserta pun tidak jelas.

Kalo peserta tidak jelas, jangan-jangan perusahan tersebut tidak jelas juga?

Bukan begitu, perusahaan yang pertama adalah perusahaan yang di kendalikan/dimiliki oleh orang keturunan. Yang saya maksudkan keturunan adalah, Ibu-nya cina, bapaknya jawa, maaf bukan bersifat rasis. Backgroud ekonominya kuat, nmempunyai Organizational-behaviour yang kuat juga, jika di tinjau dari segi maturitas/kedewasaan dalam daur hidup sebuah perusahaan, perusahaan yang pertama ini cukup mapan dan dewasa. Mengenai kedewasaan dan Teori Organisasi bisa di cari literaturnya di internetl.

Jika di tinjau dari segi brand, atau merek, perusahaan yg pertama nampaknya menarik, dan tidakpernah berurusan dengan pihak berwajib/publik

write in english

Having read several blog posted by close friend or other, it courage me to write in english. I know I have a bad structure, but as long as you understand what I mean, its OK.

Then lets doit,
Hope it could help my lackness of english.

You may find the same tolahtoleh, yesss tolahtoleh.com. That address belong to me, but here I dedicated my self to write something in english, review, or other info. You may find my article was posted before in another web, hm,. perhaps the publisher have the same interest with me.

I will not copast any of your article without notice, it means, where ever I got my source, I will put it as note(the referer/web).

Thank for coming,

regards,
tolahtoleh

[wallpaper] lampu jalan

[black white] Bromo

right here waiting

kokoh

asap

folder name vs wordpress

beberapa saat yang lalu saya mencoba meng-upload file gambar untuk dimasukkan dalam album baru di wordpress akun saya yang satunya lagi. Nah,…  hampir segala cara dipakai, *halah opo ae he he he htetap nda bisa,..

keluar pesan error

“Uploaded file was no or a faulty zip file ! The server recognize : application/octet-stream”

Diamput,..!!! yah,.. diam lalu letakkan

regards,
tolahtoleh